Trapped

Trapped in a cold bog with nothing to do but sob
Into a heart-throb I wished to turn but it stopped
And it burns to know that
I hurt you and turned you into what you are today

Its pain but I wait until that day when we can be happy together again
That day when the sun may shine in the sky
And roses will twinkle inside a snow storm of wine
The pain and the pleasure will mix and collide

The screams that we let out into the cold dark world
The feelings that went begging for a care or a second look
The times that we thought of taking our own lives
But we lied to ourselves and our thoughts were left behind

The sentient reaches of our minds
Blinded in their haste to get behind
Got behind a sheen of nonsensicality
To hide behind chaos

To conceal from our own selves
The redness of the sores inflicted
The bruises, if we could only see them to cure them
But they are nowhere to be found
Although we know they are there

They are hurting and we turn numb to the pain
Like riders in a desert stop believing in the rain
And like shadows in permanent dark losing hope of the sun
You and I eventually will stop believing in love